SIGH


sigh i`m feeling so fucking depressed.


SO
SICK
AND
TIRED
OF
BEING
TAKEN
FOR
GRANTED
EVERY
SINGLE
FUCKING
TIME .
after
all
i`m
just
a
human
with
feelings
just
like
you
.



ok today pratically slept at home whole day
oh ya b4 that went to west mall to eat my dinner with j
den library borrow books LOLOL
lololol den went to ton at my sis bf house mahjong lmao
wa was freaking hot -.- the longer we played the more hot we were
and i nv win sia =.= zzz maybe i aim too big le LOLOL
played til really can die
after that all cannot tahan le
i and wei bin play the wii LOLOL
damn hardcore the boxing haahha
got bowling , baseball , tennis haha i won almost all
not bad le cause first time play LMAO
after that change to the car game damn it was so lame i nearly fall asleep and died there -.-
LOLOL u should haven seen wad i wore to brandon`s house hahaha
like ah pek siol -.-
after that went to eat breakfast at coffeeshoP den
lalalala le den i go bus home the moment i reach the busstop the bus came
si bei song lOLOl
fking bored -.- cause sunday need do homework le zzz
damn and monday starting school
TUESDAY CCA til 9 LOLOL SONG BO =D
k and it`s time to cut hair tml
i think i gt stm sia or i really have ? LOLOL ytd keep saying i wan go cut hair but today whole day i at home i forgot i wan go cut hair til 9 pm
den i chiong bath go cut hair but when i went there
the shop was already close -.-
zzz wasted trip
k that`s all LOLOL
hmm if there`s any mistakes jus guess it urself cos i lazy check hahahahhaha
k that`s all
HIP HOP PPL ^^



WATCHED Friday The 13th

lololol CB FUCKing HARDCORE MOVIE THE SCENE WOOT is hot -.-
less than 15 min of the movie i think 6 ppl who went there camping and having fun ALL died -.-
super thrilling LOLOL i was shocked right at the start le but at the end i just laugh hahaha cause we know why la ^^ LOLOL see la wan laugh at me somemore . this movie is good if u wan to be shocked LOLOL

WA TOTAL EMBARRASSMENT TOday -.-
went wrong block den ask the lift ppl which is a group of girls , wtf is that block
LIKE that also wan li siao me kns haha
damn ps so walk fast fast away haha luckily the direction they gave was correct LOL
den went there fked the teacher play wif me cb
tell her my name is mathew lee she DON`T WAN
SHE WAN my HOCK LIANG -.-
den i go see the paper den i pa jiao nv see my name den she say
beyond the 2nd page is not her class den i went out
den i check phone i walk here walk there think think awhile
shit i no time table but i rmbed is this class leh den i go back the class again den i saw my photo and my name -.- i wan faint den whole class laugh again wa~~ ji tao bwg LOLOL
DEN sit down -.- play some super lame games -.-

sigh i`m just so sad
sigh..


ok ok i know i have a smoker face but i don`t smoke -.-

lololol pratically my class alot of smoker siol -.- sian la my class not fun la
all my class ppl should know why
sian i feel sad fucking sad
sigh. nobody cares.


I SEE NO HOPE SIGH...

sian la sigh sigh i nv fall asleep in class today but i don`t really know what the teacher is teaching -.- den was craping wif suresh lMAO laughing like fk hahaha
account student so good lo can sit in such a big place while we sigh...
don`t wish to talk about it LOL today cca last day sign up
don really know what to join la i wan join de navin don`t wan follow me go in the end
all close up le zzz
den in the morning was LATE FOR CLASS -.-
few mins nia her face so bitter zzz
walao sia morning go the bus shit thing nv open wasted my trip zzzz -.-
ohh today canteen not so much ppl lmao nvm la anw
tml will also be talking cock wif marcus and suresh LMAO LOLOL
hope school doesn`t suck anymore than it already does
and i hate bring laptop to school so fucking heavy -.-
all i learn is math and phsyic LOLOL
MORE MATH AND PHSYIC AND NTH else -.-
i think it time for me to go a hair cut LOL
and today was not so tiring as ytd maybe it`s til to the laptop in the bag o.o LOLL
kk nth to type le bORED i go rot le lol



I JUST CAN`T STOP FALLING ASLEEP IN CLASS -.-
wa i`m back from school not long ago
and i`m super tired til to the walking and the carrying of laptop around the school la
basically i`m jus super tired i can sleep now and wake up tml sia LOL
wa si bei sian la every lesson the teacher talk i feel like sleeping -,-
if 1 second my mind is away i don`t know what the teacher is talking le la
my class cmi . so i don`t hope much lmao ... jus go there study end of lesson den faster get
the hell out of there -.- today so ps la i go in class the teacher keep staring at me
den i tell my fren cfm she will call me later 1 ... den she really call me out go do 1 math question
i was like wtf . i also forgot hw to do le den must keep ask the teacher -.-
den awhile later i feel like sleeping again -.-
super boring and it`s all math LOL
kk i`m super tired so i shall stop here den . xDD

SO why can`t you see ,you are the one for me and not others.
your heart is mine . ^^



the super big lolipop i bought today lmao


lolololol dulan was the 1st to reach again today at west mall interchange -.-
............... no1 came lo navin still sms me don`t be late -.-
waited and waited den jiehao came den go buy soya bean O.O
of cos he pay la HAHA den saw raymond and ashmit O.O i dk how to spell sryf >.<
wa damn the weather is fking hot today zzz
HOT TIL~~~ really v hot/humid.
rest all reached already went bugis again to get my bag and han LOL
wa finally navin bought something today LMAO
but he still haven buy bag and shoe -.-
faint LOL and the sun at bugis is also v hot -.-
sweating like ...
after that went to west mall den lalala
den lalala
den lalala
den lalala
den come my house mahjong -.-
den makan den home LOL

i will never get sick of looking at you .
you are mine !


OKOK do a quick post b4 i go dota lmao .
as usual jon and the rest came my house mahjong after their school ended
OMFG JON BRING food for me siol HAHAH
TY TY TY TY TY SO MUCH ^^
and he is being stalk by a tamil girl now LOLOLOl ke lian de hai zi >.<
den den den den when we mahjong was on a losing streak sia starting keep on side cards -.-
den jie hao cant eat also LOLOLOL den all their win i throw 1 -.-
BUT In the end i change of luck i 5 tai 5 tai zi mo sia woot !! den jon left 10 cent DEN I WIN AGAIN although i wanted to help win >.<
haha sry jon LOLOL
sian la why isit not jie hao ? T.T
went alif eat just now -.- i ordered prata but cant finish leh feel like puking jie hao also LOLOL
after that all went home
we are noisy like fuck =.=
SIAN 2 MORE DAYS MAN DIE LA
I DK ANYONE FROM MY SHIT CLASS -.-
WHO AM I SUPPOSE TO EAT WITH ?-.-
GT SO many things to check also ? but i don`t care ?
some one help me pls LOLOL
KK i go bath now byebye =D
OH YA I WAS LICK BY A CAT SIA at alif zzzzzzzzzz -.-
and jian an and navin was rub by the cat -.-
AND I GOT MY EZ CARD !! POWER LA now i can don need tab le -.-
it`s a pain in the ass to tab whenever i alight -.-



picture taken of the day LOLOL

hahaha meet 1 30 p.m at west mall but all very smart siol LOLOL 1 30 den leave house .
jie hao call me ard 1 45 p.m tot he reached but he jus left his house so i`m safe LMAO.
tsk tsk was the first to reached again lmao
sian la we took bus to queensway den shop shop but as usual all go there to see me buy nia LMAO den went bugis to buy bag but my fren nt there leh no discount den don`t wan buy go another day LMAO bo bian who ask me so free BUT next monday onward not free le -.-
AFTER that went to food court on top of bugis junction omfg when we ate finish
just nice downstairs of us gt ppl cat walk LOLOL
O.O THE girl wearing 1 sweater den walk walk den take out sia LOLOL so brave lmao.
den we found something or jus navin ? HAHHAHA nvm all gt treat can le hahahaha
this is classified information , we know can le ^^
I DON WAN SCHOOL TO COME PLSSSSSSSSSSSS TAKE IT AWAY T.T
oh i didn`t know that ite was so strict la
you never go for more than 2 days u will be expelled ? i dk . jian an tell me de .
damn sia i tio scolded hardcore because i still can differentiate brought and bought T.T
retribution who ask me always laugh at JIE HAO English hahahaha
k la han waiting for me le tada~~~
dota time lmao . one more thing i`m so content with the shirt i bought today although i tot it would suck as it`s L size lmao.

I CAN`T WAIT FOR THE SURPRISE pls come ASAP T.T



that`s me being a retarded -.-

i swear their eyeballs was big lOLOL

i`m back i`m back i`m back once again ^^ hmmm should i post my ugly pic here ?
hmm stress sia the pic is 100% stupid LOLOL better not ? don`t know . see how ba ^^
haha went to poly today again as i do not wan to delay this shit .
LMAO but today WAS much better than ytd ? LOL we went in the botak who
is so rude to us ytd WAS so nice to us today ? he must have reprimanded himself LOLOLOL
sian but in the end i and navin was seperated to 2 different room lmao.maybe his com was brought from the school ba .
and today the 985 was like so fast la -.- i went down the bus pass by me FKED.
den sat down there wait wait wait , and it still nv come -.- v long la -,-!!
and fk the weather is so hot la today ? zzz
installing need some time so i went to viwawa wif navin LOLOL but
the person in charge come say me say u wan faster go home right so u cant play game
den i was like okay -.- i`m so sleepy >.<>
PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS I REALLY REALLY REALLLY REALLLY REALLLY HOPE
THERE WILL NO FUCK FACE , NERD , PUBOR KIA IN MY CLASS .
pls >.<>

cause i`m sick of knowing u being upset . =D


k cheer up mathew ^^ haha ok done i`m all cheered UP LOLOLOL
went to poly today to do the laptop shit BUTTTTTTTTTT WE DIDN`T BOOK ON9
so they was like bias against us la ? cb we wait so fucking long they jus give other ppl ? fine they gt booked we understand at least tell us la cb hum ar ? what for write in the white board saying those who book on9 get to go first ? just tell us la ? knn no mouth ar ? pui . fking waste my time ? like i even care going to install these shit ? i go just for the sake of going lmao... cb nerd . NERD U KNOW ? N-E-R-D . NERD !!!!!!!! FUCK DUP DAY ....... and i hate bring the laptop out make my hands so tiring la . LOLOLOL sian i went to play pet society but like abit lame for me -.- LMAO and the race i won, i got first but so hard la -.-
where are you ? where are you ? where are you ? where can i find you ?
i don`t know i really don`t . will that day every come ?
i`m so tired ...
i better not hope for anything lmao
i`m afraid but there`s nth i can do lmao.
cause all i ever get will be despair and nth else


i`m neither happy nor sad i`m just stuck in between .
where no one cares . fuck dae la cb so noob fuck , jian an such good talent also reject
cb u all will regret . may u all CLOSE DOWN ASAP .
HAHAHA


OMGOMGOMG DAMN FUNNY LA LOLOL I WAS WEBCAMING WIF MISS A.
DEN MY MOTHER CAME BACK LOLOL DEN i was like nervous la LOLOL den she tot i was watching porn den come stand beside me . damn cute lOLOLOL . and i seriously never -.-


sigh i pity my friend he jus broke up with his gf .
lmao i can say we both are the same kind of person .
when he was still going on with my sis , i can say we were in really good terms .
lmao his gf took away all his freedom , cant do this cant do that and when day passes
it`s not really an easy thing to endure ? lolol all my bad habit all came from him
but at least i didn`t smoke okay -.- LOLOLOL just hope he will moved on .
因为做出了决定就不要后悔，即时后悔也不会有人管你 。
既然不是我的 ， 我也不想刻意去强求 。

ONE MORE THING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY EXCLASSMATE/DOG/BABY/BITCH/SLUT/DOTA FREN . WTH ? jus say happy birthday to WONG EUGENE CAN LE RIGHT ? LOLOL
KK HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG EUGENE , JON . FINALLY YOU CAN BE FATHER LE . JON PLS INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDING ASAP LOLOL

IF you got what you wanted count that as a blessing .
and i fucking simply hate hypocrite.
pls don`t act infront of me , cos it utterly disgust me .


I Guess i`m giving up .


THX JIE HAO FOR BUYING ME MY PRESENT TODAY LOLOLOLOL
HE WUN SEE THIS CAUSE HE IS MAHJONGING NOW LMAO




my new look LOLOL that`s all =D but hair too long le going to cut b4 school start -.- lolol


hhahahah omfg jus nw went timah to play pool LOLOLOL as usual i won =DDDD LOL
know why i keep winning ? cause jie hao keep let me win sia he such a nice guy la ^^ LOLOLOL
OH YA NOT TO FORGET !!!!!!! THX LIM HAN FOR UR CHOCOLATE !!!!! OH YAAAAAAAA !!!!!
and JIE HAO FOR YOUR DRINK !! HAHAHA if nog ot later jie hao jealous i write lim han only !!! omg damn busy this week kns . jon birthday , shopping to get rdy for poly LMAO , CUT HAIr ,
go back school take cert . HMM o.o think that`s all ? LOLOL kk
oh 1 MORE v impt thing !!!!!!! WHEN GOing back time we took 985 and we saw the bpgs girl la i tot i no chance to see her again le sia AHH so chio . lmao anybody studying in bpgs ? so you can intro her to me lMAO kk nth le hohoho


omfg my hair is brown or gold ? i dk zzzzzzzzzzz and the fking water driping on my window woke
me up zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz lololl kk that`s all byebye LOLOL


damn !!! i very noob siol LOL i don`t know what is pw -.-
and i was reading my cousin blog and she always say pw pw pw LOLOL
so i tot hmmm must be some kind of sport stuff but no -.-
it`s project work lMAO
woot mahjong just now and i won i zi mo 5 TAI WAHAHAHAH LOLOL
all pay me 3.20 but we just playing chips no real money involve .
DAMN HAPPy sia cause always i feed jie hao now JIE HAO PAY ME WAHAHAHAHA
AHHHHHHHHHHH faster accept me LOL

throw away the unhappy things and move on is what we can do now .



found this at dan house super cute lo LMAO

omfg OMFG I CAN ONLY SAY OMFG LA LMAO
LOLOLOL went for my poly orientation today
was suppose to meet at 8 15 BUT BECOME 9 -.- and we are suppose to reached there at 9 lolol we still went down to the coffee shop eat prata LMAO
IN THE END we were the last few to reach of cos there were people who were much more later ... then went for signing in LMAO the person ask for kumar name AND HE EVEN ask start with what letter -.- i was like wtf of cos k la if not A meh ? -.-
den went in ...... no place to sit at our course , in the end went over to another course place there sit down .. woot i`m so glad we went over there to sit we saw 1 girl la and she is so chio la lmao 1 word CHIO. LOLOLOL to me la of cos and i don`t need any one comments =DDD
LOLOLOL den walk ard the school fking hell -.- it was so hot and lame sia the walk -.-
we pratically just walk ard the school , the lame thing was when we walked for so long . we reached and they just passs us the next clue and we have to get our ass moving to the next destination ? wtf ? we nv even go in walk walk or what -.- as for me, for the whole orientation i nv listen to a single thing at all LMAO.... sigh my course people all cmi ...... disappointed sia >.< le ="DDDD"> 'GREAT" SCHOOL =DDD LOLOL
AND CONGRATS TO LIM JIE HAO , YOU KNOW WHY ^^ HAHA and you still owe me things hor LOLOLOLOL
AND let`s pray for jian an to go in really really hard >.<>

Mathew wired up at 10:47 PM.